giving a speech

I hate to talk to people, but I will have to. Tomorrow I am giving a persuasive speech on human cloning. I hate talking. I just cant. I will just have to imagine the room is empty or something. I hope that I will do well. I have off tomorrow from work. Phew! Going back on tuesday.

Summer 2008

I am so happy to say that my dad finally reserved us tickets. I am going to Poland July 9th and coming back August 7th, but this time I am going with my crazy family. They have to follow me everywhere I go. Last year I have been by myself but I still had some problems with my old-fashioned, ancient grandma.

freshmantoritis

Since there is a thing called senioritism. I figured out that there can also be the case of freshmantoritis, or freshman, who procrastinates to the last minute. Yes, that's me. This week has been so crazy to me. I had a midterm. I had a test. I had to read something and guess what most of it I left to the last minute. I even have trouble blogging these days. I think I will have to like write it on my forehead so I don't forget. There has been a lot of things going on. I am working everyday since wednesday. I am off on monday and I go back on tuesday. These customers also don't give a crap. All they do is talk back to you or complain. I fell behind with my reading. I am reading like three books at the time. One book I have been reading for over a month already. I just don't have the time or need. I have no idea what's been going on with me lately but I don't like it. I am a one big lazy ass :)

just three simple words: Oh my God!

This is unbeliavable. I am so happy that I can barely write on my keyboard. First of all I wasn't born to be a writer. I just got an email from my writing professor. I just didn't expected it to happen. I got a B- on my paper! I am so so so happy. It is just a big - OH MY GOD! for me. This stuff doesn't happen to me everyday. I am so happy and excited. I was never that excited in my entire lifetime oh maybe lol. Oh my god lol. Anyways I am just now working on my paper. I have no idea what I am going to get on it. I am just doing my job. So finally I had my math midterm. It was all T/F and MC. It was a total of like 86 or even 90 questions. I knew most of the stuff. I hope that I will get something decent at least.

I am going crazy over this midterm. I just wanna get a good grade and live happily ever after. I wish I had a dog so I would have one big excuse that my textbook has been chewed into pieces :)

Should professors really plan their midterms after spring break?

My answer to this one is no. Now my whole spring break is completely ruined. I have to study my math book from page one to page seventy seven. I think it's totally unfair to do midterms after spring break. This should have been long before we went on a break. Now spring break is ruined for 87 people. We all gotta study for one stupid midterm which should have been scheduled before vacation. Wow thanks a lot. What about if some people had the whole spring break planned out already? What about if they are going away? Never heard of Caribbean Islands? Now their whole vacation went down the drain because they have to carry this heavy big math book with them.

Have you ever been betrayed or pissed off at once?

Oh sure I was. I always thought I am going to be at my cousin's wedding, but guess what they planned the whole thing for September. What a stupid idea. What am I suppose to say to that. I just feel betrayed and pissed off right now. If she would really want me to be at her wedding she should have really thought about it before making this big mistake. I just cant believe these people. Oh well, if we they wanna do it this way fine with me but later don't like go sorry crazy over me.

Midterms Spring 2008

This semester I just have to take one midterm. I am so psyched. I just have to take math midterm. Tomorrow I am planning to study for it. I have to go over like 77 pages. Oh crap. I hope that I will survive it. Anyways this weekend has been so so hard for me. I had a lot to do at my work. I am so so tired. It is just unbeliavable what these customers are capable of doing. The whole place was just one huge, big mess. I was like about to die. I am trying to keep up with my blog because for the last few days I was kind of busy.

The Nurture of Intelligence

During one of my classes we went to see this guy Joshua Aronson giving a lecture on the intelligence. He is a professor at NYU. He is a very smart guy. Honestly, I didn't get the half he said. I mean the way all these smart people talk is sometimes just hard to get. It was very interesting to watch because he had a powerpoint. I think the main point of this lecture was to compare and contrast different levels of the human intelligence. It was kind of cool to listen to such a smart guy but half of it was really very hard to understand. He had some very cool pictures of our president. I think that he should have been more clearer in what he wanted to say.

Anyways I got back from work two hours ago. I am very tired. Can you imagine I paid 43 dollars for gas today. It was $3.o5 per gallon. It is unbeliavable- thank you Mr. Bush. Keep this war going on and next year we will pay 10 bucks for a gallon of gas.

The day went so fast probably because of the daylight savings time. I got back from work an hour ago. Tomorrow I have classes all day long. Right now I am doing my homework for linguistics- Semantics :) My till was perfect today which is like unbeliavable lol. I go back to work on Wednesday. So, spring break next week, so that's cool, but then I gotta study for one of my midterms. This year I have the entire month of June off. I am so excited. Ok then gotta go!

Obama Wins Wyoming Caucuses

I wanted Hillary Clinton to win. Oh well, I guess I have to live with that. Who knows what will happen this Tuesday?! I want her to win on Tuesday, but you never know. There is a lot of pressure on this presidential campaign. There is a lot of stuff going on. I hope Hillary Clinton will stay. She will not let Obama get in her way. I wish her lots of luck. It would be wonderful if she would become our next President. I want her to stay strong. I don't want her to lose hope. I just want her to win ;-)

I am trying my best to not just write about myself on this blog. I am trying to put some thoughts into recent events that have taken place in our country. I can't wait for the Spring Break lol. One more week and finally I will get some needed rest and sleep lol. One of my professors already gave me a very special gift for my Spring Break and guess what that is - STUDY FOR THE MATH MIDTERM. Oh jeez, I have it the week we get back. I hope I do good lol. I dont wanna mess up my A that I got on my paper so far lol.

Calabria 2007

There is this song called Enur playing on the radio all the time. Not just one station. I finally found out whose song is this. When I was online I was shocked that this artist is dead. She has died in a car accident in Denmark in 2007. She was in the car with her friend but her friend has survived. I am still in shock. She was such a great artist. I just love this song. Everytime I hear it on the radio and I am driving to school I just turn it on full and even open my windows. I don't care if people are getting annoyed at me lol. So anyways probably they play this song all the time because in tribute to this young person who only died at 34.

Is there a real difference between a girl being raped or a guy being raped?

Yes, there is. I think that it would be more embarrasing for the guy to be raped than a girl because it is very uncommon for guys to get raped. I think that for a guy it would seem to be like an end of the world because he would feel "less of a man." His masculity would be lost. It would just haunt him for the rest of his life. Who knows maybe over the years the wounds would heal. I just think it depends more on a state of the mind. I read this book once by Margot Abbott called "An Innocent Hour." In this book there is a part where the guy gets raped, but what is very interesting is that he is not some young guy. He is a man. He is over like 30 or 40 years old. It is very hard for him in the book because he has a wife and imagine just how would you feel if your boyfriend or husband told you that he was raped? It is just hard to imagine.


If I would have a boyfriend who was being raped I wouldn't stop loving him. I think that I would love him a lot more for that. I would probably try my best in loving and taking care of him. I would probably try to hear him out and help him to heal his wounds. I wouldn't just leave him. I would love him more for just telling me all this. I mean it is just veryhard to imagine to be a guy, who has a girlfriend or who is married and having being raped. Honestly, I would love my boyfriend even more. I wouldn't leave him with all of this by himself. I would just tell him: "Listen honey, everything will be alright. We will get through all of this together. I love you so much." That's exactly what I would tell him. I wouldn't just leave him all alone. I would stand by his side no matter what.


The whole point of this blogpost is that in one of my classes we are reading Kite Runner, which is a bestseller and a very good book. I would recommend it to anyone. In Kite Runner, one of the main characters, Hassan, gets raped. Honestly, I was in shock after I have read that part, but anyways to get right to the point it just made me realize how the guy can feel after being raped. Do you think he will tell his father? Probably not, or maybe. Who knows! I didn't get to that part yet, but anyways can you just imagine to know a guy who was raped? I mean for me it is just hard to think about it. What about you guys? Think about it a little more.

Hillary Clinton vs Barack Obama

Yesterday was a very important day for most of us politicians. I am extremely happy to say that Hillary Rodham Clinton has won in three states. I am very happy because I want her to be a President of the United States. The president of our nation. After watching and listening through all these democratic debates I believe she has everything to be a president of this country. Many of you out there I am not going to mention any names say that she shouldn't really be a President of the United States because of her husband. Come on guys what does Bill Clinton have to do with all of this? Is he the one running for the President? I think not. I believe that Hillary Clinton has everything what it takes to be our leader. I wish her very well and on November 4th 2008 I plan to vote for her like I did in February. So I would love to say GOODBYE MR. OBAMA. Try next time.

I am a commuter so I can't say anything about what happens on campus during weekends. I think what should be change about MSU are the tution costs. I think it is ridiculous how much money do we have to pay. I remember when one of my professors told me that she had to pay for her doctorate degree thousands of dollars. It is just unbeliavable how much money do we have to spend just to get educated. It is not just the tutition. It is also about how much MSU bookstore charges us for books. Here is the simple example you buy a book that costs like sixty bucks and guess how much they giver you back. You usually getr like 5 bucks or even less. I think that if the book costs let's say sixty bucks you should get at least 20 dollars for it or let's say like 25. I mean these book prices are ridiculous. I can't really say that there should be more activities during weekends because I don't really dorm there. I mean all these tuition costs are humongous. There is a lot of parents out there who have more than one child. They can also have twins, which means sending both kids to school at the same time. A lot of parents come here from another countries. I think that the tutition costs should be lowered and that MSU bookstore should rethink their way of charging us.

Kite Runner turns out to be a good read. I am reading three books at the same time so it can get to be annoying oh well it was my fault to do that in the first place. I just finished watching RV. It is a very funny movie with the Williams actor. I forgot what 's his name. I missed church today. Had to study. Today I was at work. There was not a lot of stuff to put away. Oh well gotta deal with it. On Tuesday I go to work again. I worked with my girl today so it wasn't bad lol. Anyways gotta go

Disregard the last blog. It came out looking as crap. It wa supposed to be something else. Oh well nothing big happened today. Customers lefta crap all over the place. I had to clean it up but I am use to it by now. Anyways I love my job. I work with cool people and I hope it stays that way.

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