Friday, February 15, 2008

pissed, depressed, mad

Today was a very bad day for me. I got a bad grade on my test, which depressed me.
I lost my credit card, which pissed me.
And I am mad at myself for not trying hard enough.
Why life has to be so hard. What about if I am not going to be able to improve? I just wanna curl up and cry. I am asking myself this question- what the hell is wrong with me?
Why did I do bad? I really did study. Sometimes I just have enough of my life.

1 comment:

DrDana said...

In some ways, this isn't your fault, Karolina. Remember that you're doing college in another language than the one you first knew. Also, you know -- many people have to learn how to "do" college, how to take the tests right, how to look up the vocabulary they don't know, etc. You will get it -- it may just take time.