gallows? executions?

I am reading the Night for the second time already. Recently I got to the gallows part. I just had to stop reading. Literally I almost threw up. I just hate when the author provides too many unnecessary details. I understand if Elie Wiesel wants to talk about gallows but please he should be a little discreet about these details.

The book is very interesting. I just cant imagine all these things that were done to Jews. So what if they were Jews. They were still human beings. Hitler just was fucked up. Sorry for swearing but that's how I look at it.

what a bad ending to a fine day

One of the worst things happened today. I lost my freakin atm card. I have no idea what happebed to it. I was in my bank's parking lot and I was about to make a freakin deposit and there I saw it is missing. I was so frustrated I had no idea what to do. I called my dad and he told me to just call the bank and block the card, which I did, but I am still upset. How could have I done this? I was always so careful. I wanted to make the freakin' deposit and then oops the card goes missing.

Twilight

I started reading this cool book called Twilight. I felt in love with it. It is a great page turner. Thank god that not the only book. It is a whole trilogy which means 3 books in series. I am also about to request from bccls website two more. I decided that I have to stop buying books because I have no more space to keep them.

Today had only one class. The discussion was about nanotechnology. Actuaylly it is a very interesting topic in the world today. It has some great adventages as well as pitfalls, but I guess it could be great to experience it at least once in future.

FAMILY:

1) who you trust the most
2) who you love
3) who you can tell anything
4) who you always hang out with
5) who you always miss the most
6) who will never let anything bad happen to you
7) who always will be on you side
8) who will always want what's the best for you
9) who will always stay in touch
10) who will always love you no matter what

definition of a family

I would love my cousin to read this because this whole blog post will be about her, but what do you know she doesn't know anything about blogs. I am sure she doesn't. I hate double-faced people. I just hate. I can't tolerate these kinds of people. So, I always thought that we wrre good cousins. She was always emailing me and I was emailing her. We used to call each other, but since the time I got from Europe everything changed. It is so funny because i got her a cool gift. The thing she always wanted and now guess what she doesn't talk to me anymore. She doesn't emailed me. She doesn't care. I guess some people don't know the definition of a word FAMILY. Yes exactly. In my country there is this saying that in the picture frame family always looks the best, but in the reality everything is different. I am so disappointed. I can't believe what she has done to me. She even called me her best cousin. Yea, right. Now I have a feeling that she only stayed in contact with me because she wanted her gift. This is what is family? I don't think so. She has been a real BITCH to me and I don't care if she even finds my blog by the google search. Let her know it. Because if no one is going to tell her that I am because I am just trying to be honest because she is my family. Yes, you have been a total bitch to me.


You know what, there is a difference between a first cousin and a cousin. My first cousin would have never done this to me what she did. I love my first cousin very much. We are like brother and sister because we are. You have just been a total bitch to me. Yes I repeat. I can't believe how much you have disappointed me. I am never going to forget this our so called family feud because you know what it was all your fucken fault. Yes it was. You started it. You know what I have no words left to say to you. Just forget it.

Elie Wiesel- Night

I read this book during my high school career. It is a very sad book. I didn't find it to be hard to read. One of the worst parts of this book, which I found when main character and his dad had to line up for the testing. What I mean by testing is that during Holocaust they did this thing when doctors would come in to the camp and do a kind of medical check up on eneryone. If you were weak or sick your fate was to die. I am not going to reveal anything, but it doesn't end that bad as I thought so when I read it. One of the worst parts is also when the Nazis tell Jews that they have to move out of their houses.

As fo my day it went fast. I had one class today and I had to go to work, which wasn't that busy. I am thankful to God that I am off on Thanksgiving but the store hours are going to change next week so I will get to work longer, but I am used to it. Ok then, I got to go. I have a midterm tomorrow and my favorite reading class.

a day like any others

Today was ok. I had so far two classes. My third class is at 5:30 PM, so I didn't leave the house yet. I finally got a chance to register for my classes. Some of the classes, which I was planning to take were already closed. I have classes all week- even Fridays. The Sping 2008 schedule is not that bad. I will get use to it. Mondays and Thursdays I will have 3 classes the rest of the week turned out to be not that bad. We start on January 22nd so that's a long time to go. So, I am happy to say that I am finally able to start working on my intro music first paper. I just had to pick a DVD from my library. I hope it will not turned out to be so bad. That I am actually will able to sit through it. I think it is mostly an Irish music, which is not that bad comparing to other music from different countries. I am also to do my first reaction paper for the NSE because I saw one event at the beginning of November. I still have to go to one more. I am busy again this week with my second linguistics exam coming up this Thursday. I have no time on my hands. Yesterday I rented a movie Safe Harbour based on the book by Danielle Steel, which I read, but no offense it is not that really good. It is another lifetime channel movie for me, but they emailed me a coupon for a free movie and I am looking forward to that if I get time. I have to study another 4 chapters thank god it is four not five like she was planning to do. So, I am scared to go to my anthropology 150 class today. He is giving midterms back. I guess I passed. I hope so.

WESS

I think that WESS is a little unfair. Here is what it is: you get your little day and a time to pick your classes that is understandable but when you actually figure out that you are going to take these specific classes you go ok fine I will just have to put call numbers in it and then I am done, BUT the real challenge is will you really get these classes? NO. I was so happy that I finally was done. I picked my classes. I knew what I was doing, but when I checked on WESS today all of them are gone. That's it. I had to start the whole process again. If these classes are not going to be UNAVAILABLE tomorrow I have no idea what am I going to do.

Guys, listen to me. I want our reading class to continue. I like this class very much. I hope you guys all care and I hope that nothing is going to change that and that we will continue this class. Please have a little respect. It is not easy to teach people who don't really care. Thank You.

Jack London vs. Chris McCandless

Jack London was born on January 12, 1876 in San Francisco, California. He died at 40. He was a writer of fiction and non-fiction. He was also a journalist. The Call of the Wild is one of his most popular books. I would recommend. It is a very good book. Jack was deserted by his father, William Henry Chaney. He was raised by his mother, Flora Wellman. He was essentially self-educated.

How does Jack London relate to Chris McCandless (Into the Wild) is a very interesting question. First of all Chris McCandless was the type of person, who liked to read a lot. He also used to take notes on what he read. Jack London's book The Call of the Wind reminds me a lot of Chris McCandless's journey. The Call of the Wild- White Fang tells a story about White Fang( dog in this case) who also travels a lot. The story happens to be in Alaska, which Chris used to love. Chris considered Jack London to be a "King." I guess how Jack London really does relate to Chris McCandless is that Chris felt in love with Jack's style fo writing. Jack London's books are mostly based on about struggling with a nature. When reading Into the Wild there is a few of the Jack London's passages taken from one of his books. Jack London also relates to Chris McCandless because most of the London's books are based on going out in the middle of the nature on your own.

Nature is not something that we can control. I think that there is no single human being in this world that is capable of surviving what Chris did. It is just impossible. My opinion on what Chris did is just that he was insane and pathetic. Who in the world would do such a thing?! When I was done with the book I realized that the person must have been insane, pathetic and heartless to do this to his own family and just decide to disappear out of their lives forever.

His parents, Walt and Carrie, didn't do anything wrong to him. This stuff happens in life what Walt did, but Chris shouldn't blamed Walt by just walking out of his parents lives. When I was reading, in the book Jon Krakauer mentions that Carine was very close to Chris McCandless. If I were him I would have never done a thing like that to my sister or my brother.

In conclusion, I have the only one first cousin. We are very close. His father is my dad's brother. I don't call him my first cousin. I just call him my brother. Ok, so what I am trying to say is that even though he lives in Europe and I live in United States is not that I just walked out of his life and we are never going to see each other. Of course, we will. I care about him a lot. He is more like my brother to me (sybling) than my cousin. I love the guy. I would never do such a thing to him. NEVER! When I mean never I mean it. Why would I do such a thing to a person I love?! I mean he is my family. I wouldn't be that insane, pathetic, and selfish as Chris McCandless was. NEVER!

My Hero- class assignment

First of all, I am sorry that I am posting this so late. I totally forgot about it.

I think that my hero would be considered my grandma Christina. She is the kind of person that I can tell everything. What I am trying to say is not only that she is my grandma that I can tell her anything, but what I mean by telling everything I mean everything even the issues involving the topic of sex, which in most of the cases you don't talk to grandmas about this kind of stuff. She is a very cool person. I don't know what I am going to do one day when she will pass away. Ok never mind about that. She is my dad's mom. I miss her a lot now. Since I moved to the United States I don't see her that often. Oh well, maybe that's a bad way of saying it because the last time I saw her was this recent August and it is only like November. There was never a time in my life when I wouldn't have fun with my grandma. I always used to have fun with her. There were time when she used to yell at me but not without a reason. She was just trying to also play a role of the disciplinarian from time to time because all of us know how grandmas are. She is my hero. I am never afraid to tell her anything. She is a very honest person. I can just go on and tell her anything. She is the type of person that would probably don't hesitate to help me if I would have for example female problems. You all know what I mean. She is just my cool grandma. I can tell her EVERYTHING! She is my hero and always will be no matter what!

not feeling well

So, today wasn't a great day. Didn't go to school. Missed two classes. I felt like shit. It was weird being home for once. I am like always at school so I am rarely home. I am usually either at school or at work. Tomorrow probably I will feel better and I will go to school because tomorrow the research paper topics will be handed out and the prof said to be there. I don't feel like going to this class. I hate it and guess what I have to take ENWR 106, which is great. So, my registration date is Nov 13th wow it couldn't have been much later. I 've been checking WESS today few times and guess what the classes that I want to take are like filling up already. It sucks for us freshmen to wait that long. Some of them are already closed, which means they are full. I have no idea what am I going to do about it. I hate not feeling well. It drives me nuts. I am used to a normal life, which is going to school and feeling great. Because of me being sick I didn't get a chance to read Into the Wild. I am still on like page 95, which means I was supposed to be done already but I guess my plan didn't worked out. It is crazy reading 3 books at time. I am usually reading at least 2, but when you see so many good things, you can't just wait.

Into The Wild

In the movie- Into The Wild- the main character is played by Emile Hirsch. Emile Hirsch is 22. He is known for Rodger Dodger, On the Waterfront and a Streetcar Named Desire. To be honest, I didn't get to see the movie yet, but from what I researched onlike the movie is very similar to the book. The plot of the movie is very similar to the one from the book. I still think that book is better than a movie because book is more enriched with the details than the movie. If the director of the Into the Wild would want to show every single detail that has taken place in the book then the movie would probably last the whole day. What the director, Sean Penn, probably did was that he just outlined the most important parts of the book in his movie. For those interested more about rhis movie just go to to the imdb.com or just go and see it.

I was planning to go to see it, but I had a lot of stuff on my hands recently. Tomorrow I have a midterm on 8 Chapters, the one that I probably like mentioned 10000 times already and what sucks the most is that I got 2 tickets in three days for prohibited parking and for speeding, so I had to also spend some of my money paying these tickets, which wasn't cheap for me.