It's been so long

It's been so long since I have been here. I was busy. Recently I don't have a lot of leisure time on my hands. Iam either at school or at work or somewhere else. The month of December finally started. The year of 2008 is getting closer. I can't believe I am going to turn 20 in January. I am going to be such an old person lol. Twenty such a round number. So, finals are coming. Going to have to study my ass off especially for intro to music and anthropology. I mean it. I really mean it. Right now what I have to do is do research paper and reaction paper. Two more papers and I am done for the semester. So, from now on I will try to stop by more often than before. Ok then gotta go. I start work in an hour, it's snowing outside and I still have to do something.

gallows? executions?

I am reading the Night for the second time already. Recently I got to the gallows part. I just had to stop reading. Literally I almost threw up. I just hate when the author provides too many unnecessary details. I understand if Elie Wiesel wants to talk about gallows but please he should be a little discreet about these details.

The book is very interesting. I just cant imagine all these things that were done to Jews. So what if they were Jews. They were still human beings. Hitler just was fucked up. Sorry for swearing but that's how I look at it.

what a bad ending to a fine day

One of the worst things happened today. I lost my freakin atm card. I have no idea what happebed to it. I was in my bank's parking lot and I was about to make a freakin deposit and there I saw it is missing. I was so frustrated I had no idea what to do. I called my dad and he told me to just call the bank and block the card, which I did, but I am still upset. How could have I done this? I was always so careful. I wanted to make the freakin' deposit and then oops the card goes missing.

Twilight

I started reading this cool book called Twilight. I felt in love with it. It is a great page turner. Thank god that not the only book. It is a whole trilogy which means 3 books in series. I am also about to request from bccls website two more. I decided that I have to stop buying books because I have no more space to keep them.

Today had only one class. The discussion was about nanotechnology. Actuaylly it is a very interesting topic in the world today. It has some great adventages as well as pitfalls, but I guess it could be great to experience it at least once in future.

FAMILY:

1) who you trust the most
2) who you love
3) who you can tell anything
4) who you always hang out with
5) who you always miss the most
6) who will never let anything bad happen to you
7) who always will be on you side
8) who will always want what's the best for you
9) who will always stay in touch
10) who will always love you no matter what

definition of a family

I would love my cousin to read this because this whole blog post will be about her, but what do you know she doesn't know anything about blogs. I am sure she doesn't. I hate double-faced people. I just hate. I can't tolerate these kinds of people. So, I always thought that we wrre good cousins. She was always emailing me and I was emailing her. We used to call each other, but since the time I got from Europe everything changed. It is so funny because i got her a cool gift. The thing she always wanted and now guess what she doesn't talk to me anymore. She doesn't emailed me. She doesn't care. I guess some people don't know the definition of a word FAMILY. Yes exactly. In my country there is this saying that in the picture frame family always looks the best, but in the reality everything is different. I am so disappointed. I can't believe what she has done to me. She even called me her best cousin. Yea, right. Now I have a feeling that she only stayed in contact with me because she wanted her gift. This is what is family? I don't think so. She has been a real BITCH to me and I don't care if she even finds my blog by the google search. Let her know it. Because if no one is going to tell her that I am because I am just trying to be honest because she is my family. Yes, you have been a total bitch to me.


You know what, there is a difference between a first cousin and a cousin. My first cousin would have never done this to me what she did. I love my first cousin very much. We are like brother and sister because we are. You have just been a total bitch to me. Yes I repeat. I can't believe how much you have disappointed me. I am never going to forget this our so called family feud because you know what it was all your fucken fault. Yes it was. You started it. You know what I have no words left to say to you. Just forget it.

Elie Wiesel- Night

I read this book during my high school career. It is a very sad book. I didn't find it to be hard to read. One of the worst parts of this book, which I found when main character and his dad had to line up for the testing. What I mean by testing is that during Holocaust they did this thing when doctors would come in to the camp and do a kind of medical check up on eneryone. If you were weak or sick your fate was to die. I am not going to reveal anything, but it doesn't end that bad as I thought so when I read it. One of the worst parts is also when the Nazis tell Jews that they have to move out of their houses.

As fo my day it went fast. I had one class today and I had to go to work, which wasn't that busy. I am thankful to God that I am off on Thanksgiving but the store hours are going to change next week so I will get to work longer, but I am used to it. Ok then, I got to go. I have a midterm tomorrow and my favorite reading class.

a day like any others

Today was ok. I had so far two classes. My third class is at 5:30 PM, so I didn't leave the house yet. I finally got a chance to register for my classes. Some of the classes, which I was planning to take were already closed. I have classes all week- even Fridays. The Sping 2008 schedule is not that bad. I will get use to it. Mondays and Thursdays I will have 3 classes the rest of the week turned out to be not that bad. We start on January 22nd so that's a long time to go. So, I am happy to say that I am finally able to start working on my intro music first paper. I just had to pick a DVD from my library. I hope it will not turned out to be so bad. That I am actually will able to sit through it. I think it is mostly an Irish music, which is not that bad comparing to other music from different countries. I am also to do my first reaction paper for the NSE because I saw one event at the beginning of November. I still have to go to one more. I am busy again this week with my second linguistics exam coming up this Thursday. I have no time on my hands. Yesterday I rented a movie Safe Harbour based on the book by Danielle Steel, which I read, but no offense it is not that really good. It is another lifetime channel movie for me, but they emailed me a coupon for a free movie and I am looking forward to that if I get time. I have to study another 4 chapters thank god it is four not five like she was planning to do. So, I am scared to go to my anthropology 150 class today. He is giving midterms back. I guess I passed. I hope so.

WESS

I think that WESS is a little unfair. Here is what it is: you get your little day and a time to pick your classes that is understandable but when you actually figure out that you are going to take these specific classes you go ok fine I will just have to put call numbers in it and then I am done, BUT the real challenge is will you really get these classes? NO. I was so happy that I finally was done. I picked my classes. I knew what I was doing, but when I checked on WESS today all of them are gone. That's it. I had to start the whole process again. If these classes are not going to be UNAVAILABLE tomorrow I have no idea what am I going to do.

Guys, listen to me. I want our reading class to continue. I like this class very much. I hope you guys all care and I hope that nothing is going to change that and that we will continue this class. Please have a little respect. It is not easy to teach people who don't really care. Thank You.

Jack London vs. Chris McCandless

Jack London was born on January 12, 1876 in San Francisco, California. He died at 40. He was a writer of fiction and non-fiction. He was also a journalist. The Call of the Wild is one of his most popular books. I would recommend. It is a very good book. Jack was deserted by his father, William Henry Chaney. He was raised by his mother, Flora Wellman. He was essentially self-educated.

How does Jack London relate to Chris McCandless (Into the Wild) is a very interesting question. First of all Chris McCandless was the type of person, who liked to read a lot. He also used to take notes on what he read. Jack London's book The Call of the Wind reminds me a lot of Chris McCandless's journey. The Call of the Wild- White Fang tells a story about White Fang( dog in this case) who also travels a lot. The story happens to be in Alaska, which Chris used to love. Chris considered Jack London to be a "King." I guess how Jack London really does relate to Chris McCandless is that Chris felt in love with Jack's style fo writing. Jack London's books are mostly based on about struggling with a nature. When reading Into the Wild there is a few of the Jack London's passages taken from one of his books. Jack London also relates to Chris McCandless because most of the London's books are based on going out in the middle of the nature on your own.

Nature is not something that we can control. I think that there is no single human being in this world that is capable of surviving what Chris did. It is just impossible. My opinion on what Chris did is just that he was insane and pathetic. Who in the world would do such a thing?! When I was done with the book I realized that the person must have been insane, pathetic and heartless to do this to his own family and just decide to disappear out of their lives forever.

His parents, Walt and Carrie, didn't do anything wrong to him. This stuff happens in life what Walt did, but Chris shouldn't blamed Walt by just walking out of his parents lives. When I was reading, in the book Jon Krakauer mentions that Carine was very close to Chris McCandless. If I were him I would have never done a thing like that to my sister or my brother.

In conclusion, I have the only one first cousin. We are very close. His father is my dad's brother. I don't call him my first cousin. I just call him my brother. Ok, so what I am trying to say is that even though he lives in Europe and I live in United States is not that I just walked out of his life and we are never going to see each other. Of course, we will. I care about him a lot. He is more like my brother to me (sybling) than my cousin. I love the guy. I would never do such a thing to him. NEVER! When I mean never I mean it. Why would I do such a thing to a person I love?! I mean he is my family. I wouldn't be that insane, pathetic, and selfish as Chris McCandless was. NEVER!

My Hero- class assignment

First of all, I am sorry that I am posting this so late. I totally forgot about it.

I think that my hero would be considered my grandma Christina. She is the kind of person that I can tell everything. What I am trying to say is not only that she is my grandma that I can tell her anything, but what I mean by telling everything I mean everything even the issues involving the topic of sex, which in most of the cases you don't talk to grandmas about this kind of stuff. She is a very cool person. I don't know what I am going to do one day when she will pass away. Ok never mind about that. She is my dad's mom. I miss her a lot now. Since I moved to the United States I don't see her that often. Oh well, maybe that's a bad way of saying it because the last time I saw her was this recent August and it is only like November. There was never a time in my life when I wouldn't have fun with my grandma. I always used to have fun with her. There were time when she used to yell at me but not without a reason. She was just trying to also play a role of the disciplinarian from time to time because all of us know how grandmas are. She is my hero. I am never afraid to tell her anything. She is a very honest person. I can just go on and tell her anything. She is the type of person that would probably don't hesitate to help me if I would have for example female problems. You all know what I mean. She is just my cool grandma. I can tell her EVERYTHING! She is my hero and always will be no matter what!

not feeling well

So, today wasn't a great day. Didn't go to school. Missed two classes. I felt like shit. It was weird being home for once. I am like always at school so I am rarely home. I am usually either at school or at work. Tomorrow probably I will feel better and I will go to school because tomorrow the research paper topics will be handed out and the prof said to be there. I don't feel like going to this class. I hate it and guess what I have to take ENWR 106, which is great. So, my registration date is Nov 13th wow it couldn't have been much later. I 've been checking WESS today few times and guess what the classes that I want to take are like filling up already. It sucks for us freshmen to wait that long. Some of them are already closed, which means they are full. I have no idea what am I going to do about it. I hate not feeling well. It drives me nuts. I am used to a normal life, which is going to school and feeling great. Because of me being sick I didn't get a chance to read Into the Wild. I am still on like page 95, which means I was supposed to be done already but I guess my plan didn't worked out. It is crazy reading 3 books at time. I am usually reading at least 2, but when you see so many good things, you can't just wait.

Into The Wild

In the movie- Into The Wild- the main character is played by Emile Hirsch. Emile Hirsch is 22. He is known for Rodger Dodger, On the Waterfront and a Streetcar Named Desire. To be honest, I didn't get to see the movie yet, but from what I researched onlike the movie is very similar to the book. The plot of the movie is very similar to the one from the book. I still think that book is better than a movie because book is more enriched with the details than the movie. If the director of the Into the Wild would want to show every single detail that has taken place in the book then the movie would probably last the whole day. What the director, Sean Penn, probably did was that he just outlined the most important parts of the book in his movie. For those interested more about rhis movie just go to to the imdb.com or just go and see it.

I was planning to go to see it, but I had a lot of stuff on my hands recently. Tomorrow I have a midterm on 8 Chapters, the one that I probably like mentioned 10000 times already and what sucks the most is that I got 2 tickets in three days for prohibited parking and for speeding, so I had to also spend some of my money paying these tickets, which wasn't cheap for me.

A trip to the bookstore costs nothing

Are you bored? Need something very good to read? Here's my suggestion to you: Into The Wild by Jon Krakauer. It is such a very good book. Believe me if you are the person, who considers himself/ herself a devoted reader, this book definitely will be referred by you as one of the best books you have ever read. It's been such a long time since my eyes were reading such a good read. I am telling you guys- read it. For your curiosity there is also a movie based on the book , which recently came out and I am also planning to see it. I have no time on my hands right now with my anthropology midterm coming up and stuff but maybe eventually I will get a chance to see it if not there is also a 100% possibility that i will turned out to be on DVD one day and also guys don't forget this Tuesday- October 30th- Spiderman 3 is coming out on DVD as well as Danielle Steel's Amazing Graces is released.

To Risca

Hi Risca,
You commented on my blog post recently. You weren't clear enough. What do you mean by "free midi'? I don't understand.

MEDICATIONS- SIDE EFFECTS (tell me about it!)

So, here I am. Back again the same day. Just got off from work. The weather isbeing a total shit. After work I had to go to the A & P to get frozen spinach (for my mom's friend Halloween party) and I also had to dropped off one of my friends from work. She such a cool person. Anyways, I just got off my doctor's blog and I just wanted to comment once again on the side effects of the medications. One time my sister had this weird rash. It was all over her body. So, she decided to take this medication for it. (Don't know how to spell it- starts with B, it is pretty well known around). So, after she has taken it she went off to sleep. When she woke up she started to get this very weird side effects. She was so dizzy, she couldn't even walk straight. So, because of her dizziness she even had to go to the hospital and get stitches, which means that she like fainted, maybe that's the wrong word to use because my sister was aware of that something was totally wrong with her. She just dropped (like people in the movies sometimes do). When she dropped she hit her head against her desk. So see, tell me about it- the weird side effects of the medications that they may have on you.

28 Weeks Later

I wouldn't recommend this movie to anyone. It is just too gory and too messed up. I got it today and I don't think I am going to finish it. My dad probably is. It is too bloody for me. Even if you do wish to see this movie my best advice to you would be to please don't eat during watching this movie because there is a huge possibility you may throw up without even knowing when.

So, today I just had one class- College Writing. I don't like it. It is not my idea of a class when you have to read essays and write essays. It is very competitive for me because I suck at writing essays. First of all, English is my second language. We have another essay due next week. I have no idea how am I going to accomplish that. This blog is going to be short because I start my work at 4:30 and I still have to get something to eat. Off I go. Till next time, which probably will be this weekend.

Walking out of my life- October 26th

Today, October 26th, with just 5 thousand dollars in my pockets I decided to just walked out of my life forever. I decided that recently I got bored with my life. There is nothing interesting anymore for me to do. So, I decided to do something crazy for once in my life and just keep walking and walking until I reach my destination, which is the state of California where I always wanted to go. Unfortunately I don't own a car so, I guess I will just have to keep walking and walking until I see the famous mountain side with the drilled heads on it. There is also another option for me by taking an airplane but that's too far expensive for me If I wanna reach Cali with just 5 thousand dollars in my pockets. So, since I live in New Jersey and I have a lot of relatives and friends along the way I decided that it would be a very cool thing for me to do- just walking to California on my 2 small feet without using any transportation along the way even if I am capable of.

I decided to leave my house as early as possible. So, I probably would leave it around like 6 am in the morning. First days definitely are going to be very hard for me because I will have to get use to the idea of walking such very long distances. My best friend Natalie lives in Colorado, so probably it would like take me first few months to reach her. I haven't seen her in ages. We used to be best friends since like first grade. Recently she got happily married and moved to Colorado with her husband and his family. They are all love living in the west.

What sucks about this whole thing is that I haven't got a laptop so how am I going to go online and check news. By the way I am a news freak lol. I guess I will just have to ask people along the way how are the things going out in the world. Yesterday I dropped my cell phone by mistake into a pothole (there was a construction work and unfortunately it was opened all the way). So, I guess I cannot even call anybody. I cannot even call my best friend when I am planning to reach Colorado. I have no idea what I am going to do. I know that I can get one, but I don't want to spend my money on things such as a cell phone for example because along the way I also have to pay for food and for hotel rooms if I don't want to sleep outsider, and by the way it would very hard for me to pay my cell phone bills.

So, I am also done packing. I am just taking a little backpack with me so, I don't have to carry a lot of stuff around with me. My family thinks I am nuts to do a thing like that, but they don't care anymore since my decision is final. They were trying to change my mind for like 2 months already but I just turned off my ears every single time they wanted to talk about it. I mean it is my own life. It is not like they are not going to see me anymore. Once I get a job and settle down anyplace in California I am sure I will not forget to invite them.

I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT IN MY LIFE. I JUST WANTED TO GO TO CALIFORNIA. I THINK THAT I AM DESTINED TO JUST LIVE THERE. SINCE I WAS LITTLE I WAS ALWAYS DREAMING OF ONE DAY OF JUST MOVING TO THE WEST COAST AND STARTING A WHOLE NEW LIFE OUT THERE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE EVENTUALLY I WILL FIND MY OTHER HALF- MY BOYFRIEND AND I WILL HAPPILY GET MARRIED OR WHO KNOWS MAYBE I WILL START MY OWN BUSINESS OR SOMETHING. I JUST WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE. I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE HOW AM I GOING TO DO IT, BUT I AM SURE 100 % THAT I WILL DO IT. WHAT ELSE CAN I TELL YOU THAT ONE DAY I JUST WOKE UP AND SAID TO MYSELF OK, KAROLINA DO TOMORROW, OCTOBER 26 TH YOU ARE JUST WALKING OUT OF YOUR LIFE . YOU ARE DEFINITELY ARE GOING TO WALK TO CALI NO MATTER HOW LONG IT IS GOING TO TAKE ME.

November: I will spend Thanksgiving with my Aunt and Uncle, who live in Virginia
December: I will spend Christmas probably with my cousin Megan in South Carolina.
April: I will spend Easter holidays probably somewhere along the way.
June or July: Planning on reaching my best friend Natalie in Colorado (or even later along the way)




*** ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS BLOG POST AND IS NOT IN MY REDING CLASS AT MSU, MY APOLOGIES IF YOU THINK ALL OF IT IS TRUE. IT IS JUST AN ASSIGNMENT FOR MY CLASS***

Hot Zone

After reading Hot Zone by Richard Preston, I found it to be a very interesting book. It is a very good read. Some parts were a little gory. For example, when I got to the part when the guy was on the plane I thought that I am going to throw up. Richard Preston shoudn't make that part of the book so detailed. We really don't need to know that, but for the most part the book itself was very good. Now in class, we are going to read Into the Wild. Probably this book will turn out not to be so gory, but rather adventurous (not sure if I spelled that right). Right now I am reading this book from my library. I also found another book in the library by Peter Abrahams that I still haven't read yet. Peter Abrahams rocks. Try reading The Tutor by this guy. It is really exciting. There is so many good books. I think that at some point I should just do at least one blog and post in it the list of the "sexy"that I really felt in love with.

Ok, so before I go to school because I am still in my jammies lol, I just wanted to add a few words. I know that Ihaven't been to my blog recently. The answer to that is that I have been very busy. I was always thinking og changing this blog a little. I have to look for another cool template because this was one for me got a little boring. I also made myself promise to write in my blog a little more. I have a midterm coming up November 6th. I am thinking about it everyday. I am like shaking under my skin. The midterm is based on the anthropology of Latin America and the Caribbean and my professor wants to do it on nine Chapters. Yes, I found it to be scary and the chapters are not like 2 pages long. There is so many freakin' details. If I pass this midterm I will feel like I just have gone to heaven. Really, when you have something like that coming up you just have all these thoughts going around your brain. I already passed my Linguistics Course midterm, which was not that hard because it was all grammar and rules stuff but thing baby that's coming. Thank god it was postponed for another week. Omg. Also, my music instructor ( have no idea if he is a professor or doctor, whatever) announced to our class to be prepared for a big test on all the chapters and guess what we just did 10 of them. I hate this class. I mean I don't pla any instrument so for me it is you know like confusing. Ok then gotta go because I want to leave the house early even if my classes start in the afternoon because of the New Recreational Center , MSU doesn't have that much parking space available anymore. They just took away 400 parking spots. That's what I read in Montlclarion 2 weeks ago. Ok ciao! Be back soon! Enjoy reading about my stressing and miserable life ...

CDC project- enjoy everybody!

Directors of the CDC

There are two victims, who are currently sick. One is Alice, who is a grandmother from Newark. The second victim is Charles, who is a regular commuter on the same NJ Transit train. Alice, the grandmother, at first starts ti feel exhausted. It takes only 24 hours for her to feel disoriented. Her retinas appeared to be red. She also has nosebleeds and a persistent cough that never stops. At the hospital, she is diagnosed with an unidentified viral infection, impervious to antibiotics; Charles, the second victim, doesn’t just become sick suddenly like Alice did. He has been sick for more than a week. He has too much work on his hands, so he couldn’t just leave and go to the hospital. He starts to bleed from his nose as well as his mouth. The doctors at the hospital have the difficulty of stopping his blood. There just this huge, red puddle of it on the floor.
What is interesting is that Alice’s daughter didn’t get exposed, but only Charles’s wife. She has begun coughing as soon as her husband is brought up to the hospital where she is employed.
We are probably looking at the Ebola. The morality percentages with this virus are very high. It is very contagious.
I think to prevent others from being exposed the best thing to do it would be to put them up in a quarantine. All people in the group would be quarantined, would be the ones who were recently exposed, so then just to keep them away from others so there wouldn’t be more sick people than there already are. I think that’s the best way to go about it.
I would take time with the vaccine. I mean just giving vaccine to the people would be very risky. In this case I wouldn’t want to risk millions of lives. I am definitely just not going to leave people with the virus. There always has to be done something.
What should be done about the people who have been exposed but not yet shown symptoms I think that one of the best ways to go about is first wait if they are not going to have any symptoms at all in like a few days there is a great possibility that they didn’t catch that so they would probably have to just go on living.
The best course of action is a quarantine for all these people who were exposed and are showing with symptoms. I think that’s the best way to go about it, so that’s why the plan should be followed. I mean if you are just going to live these people just like that, everybody will sooner or later die and you know what it’s going to be your fault because you just didn’t do nothing about it, so it’s better to do something than having regrets later on for the rest of your life.
It is just ridiculous to just wipe out an entire human population just because it has been exposed!

Currently Reading: Everyone worth Knowing by Lauren Weisberger (the author of Devil Wears Prada) ;-)

D

Getting a D on the paper can be very frustrating, but anyways that was my first paper. I am very upset about it. It feels like my life is over. Right now I am working on my next paper for Tuesday. I hope it will be much better. I suck at writing. I mean the same problem like haunts me all over again. I always want to succeed at things, if not I am like in the Great Depression.

Homework assignment for mon 11/15

The worst case scenario of virus if virus outbreak would occur would be the case where almost everybody is wiped out. The whole population. Almost nothing can be done. What I would do in this case was to put all the people in the quarantine who came in the contact with the virus at some point or are being affected with it. I think that's the only way to go with it. I mean what else can be possible done. There is no cure for it. It just comes fast and leaves fast. I think that would be one of the best solutions to deal with it. Obviously, no one is going to stand there in the middle of it and stare.

what a day

Can you believe ending class at 5:15 pm and arriving home at 6:30 pm? I had to take a huge detour to get to my house without knowing where I was going. They closed Route 46 East, so I had to first go to Clifton, turn on the Main Ave. Then for some reason I ended up in Paterson, then I got on Route 80 and ended up in Saddle Brook, which I was happy because it is like the next town over then finally I arrived in Lodi, which is where I live. I was so scared because it was raining so hard and I had no idea where I was going. I was just about to turn off my car and cry or something but I finally realized I am a big girl in just four months I will turn 20 and this isn't like me. So, anyways Hot Zone is kind of getting into me like right now near the ending because there is a filovirus going aroud in the UNITED STATES! It is very interesting how everything will turn up but I guess I will figure out fortunatly this weekend.

Yes, I laos think books are kind of "sexy."

got home safely

Having a 5:30 pm can have its own consequences. When I started to drive home I thought that I am not going to make it. The weather was so horrible that I barely saw through my windshield and the wipers were going crazy. Thank god, the class ended 30 minutes before because if it did I would probably have to sleepover. I hate driving in the inclement weather. Two times my cars like kind of slided. I was scared to death. I was like omg what about if I never get home, but fortunately I did lol you can see of my blog post here. So, I had my first midterm today, which wasn't hard. Took me an hour to complete. Fiveteen minutes before the time was up. The worst midterm that is coming is the one on October 30rd- my anthro class. Omg, how are we going to survive it. Maybe a study group? Who the hell knows? Ok bye off to sleep. Gotta wake up early tomorrow if I still want to read crap for the music class, which I am like lost in.

biowarfare

The United States is not ready to handle it as well as the terrorism. It would be horrible. Imagine someone coming from Africa and bringing one of the viruses. People would start to drop like flies. I think that it is the worst thing that can ever happen in the world. It would be just too much for them to deal with it. That's my opinion. So, I pray that it never happens not only in the US, but all around the world. Sorry, it is too short, but I have a midterm on Tuesday and i am basically studying my brains out. ;-) Good luck whoever has one too.

THINGS TO DO:
1) Study for midterm
2) Go to the mall and have fun with my bestfriend (she came home this weekend from Rutgers)
3) Do my homework
4) Study more for the midterm
5) Get some sleep done
6) Go to work (clean the store)
7) Study more for the midterm
8) Revise my paper(final paper)
9) Study more for the midterm
10) If have time get to watch Accepted
11) if have some more extra time on my hands- catch up on my reading (Unforgettable)
12) read Hot Zone- guess what happens next? probably like another virus will come to place ...
13) Study more for the midterm

*** So whoever, just read this, do you get it? My entire life right now revolves all around one thing that starts with the letter S (consonant) - studying and studying and studying till I like I don't know kill myself, or burn my bra lol ( hahahaha, like the kid commented on the web) yea right, I actually need my bras, because if I don't wear them oh please I just don't feel like a woman anymore - ok, I shouldn't just posted here oh well .... hahaha lolz

my dad texted me today - wow?!

So, went to my college writing class. It was kind of fun. Got to talk about gay marriages. Omg, shit I have so much to do. I have a midterm this tuesday. So tuesday I also have to revise my paper, which has like professor comments all over the place. I studied for my midterm today. Omg, what an accomplishment to me- just finished studying chapter 1 lol that has like 5 pages and I moved on to the chapter 2, but so what I have to know like 4 chapters. This is for Grammar Class. I have it with this professor Dr. Freed (yikes- some of you probably know what I mean if you had her). Yea, right like I better burn my bra than have my cell phone to ring in her class lol whoever wrote that stuff on ratemyprofessors dot com is crazy. She is actually a very interesting and cool person if you do your work lol. Probably all these people who wrote these comments are just wackos who didn't do thir shit and stuff. So I planned that on sunday I try to do my reading homework, revise my paper (maybe lol) and study and study more for the midterm. Today my aunt came over and my mom goes like Karolina never studies. Yea right, who spends like hours in the library in her leisure time. Omg this huge major thing happened today - MY DAD TEXTED ME and he was the one that said texting is useless, NOT- TEXTING IS FUN!!!!

a day like any others

So, today wasn't special. I went to my music class. Took a quiz. I was like the nervous wreck. My first college quiz and what makes it worse- a listening quiz. October 9th I have my very first midterm. Grammar midterm. Simple stuff. Not that hard, but what do you know got to study. Tomorrow I have only two classes. What sucks is that they are the afternoon ones. Probably between classes will eat something like a caesar wrap and just study or something. Tomorrow get to wake up early. Finish the rest of my reading homework. I'm done with my Hot Zone reading assignment. Oh gosh, it was disgusting using the same needles. Are they kidding? They had like 5 needles and there was hundreds of people. That was just nasty. Imagine just being a patient and you are not even sure if that's your very last day on Earth. So, I am about to take a shower now. The week is almost over. Didn't get to work today because my manager kinda messed up my thing. Forgot that I am a college student:) So off to go bye

I'm back again

It's been so long since I logged in here. I was kind of busy. Today I had so far two classes and I am about to leave for my third class of the day in few minutes. Yesterday I had a fight with my dad. I know I was right he was wrong. I just had a little problem with my debit card. So he told me to call them and I did call them but it is just like a machine talking to you press this and that blah blah blah. He started yelling that you have to do it over the phone or online so I was like yeah who cares. So today I went to the bank and I told them about my problem and guess what they solved it for me and I am happy.

So, today I finished reading Summer Island by Kristin Hannah. It is such a good book. It teaches you a lot of good lessons. Kristin Hannah is such a good author. Omg the Distant Shores by her rocks. It was an unbeliavable such a good book. Now I am about to move on to Unforgettable by Cecily von Ziegesar (the author of the gossip girl series) and guess what tomorrow October 2nd her newest gossip girl book is coming out (prequel), but unfortunately I don't have time tomorrow to get it. That sucks. So I have to go now because I am going to have a problem finding parking spot, which is very common at MSU.

What I meant to say is that I would like to say HI so far to all the COOL people I met at the MSU. You know who you are lol.

I just forgot the word HI in the sentence at the end of the 2nd paragraph:)

Why the MSU? The expand of the blog before that :)

First of all like I already mentioned in the last blog post Montclair State University was always my first top choice school and still is. Montclair State University has one of the very best teacher programs in the state of New Jersey. It gives its students the very best education it is able to give as it always had and it still is. Why MSU? Here is the thing I want to become the ESL teacher. I don't have any idea right now because I think it's kind of too early to decide what type of students I would like to teach. Right now I am just thinking of middle school and high school students but you never know. One of the most important things to me now is actually completing my college education. I want to survive these 4 years of hard work and learning.

Since I started High School (Lodi High School), I was always thinking of Montclair State University. To be honest, one of the math professors at MSU is an acquitance of my mom. I actually hope of having her as my math professor because after I read comments on her on one of the website we, college students know- she is the best. That's what mostly people say about her and I hope that's true. This semester I like most of my professors. Like I mentioned before and I don't want to make these two people to be embarrased, who I am about to mention again. This semester I have only two professors, which I like the most- my reading professor and my anthro professor. These guys are the best. The other professors that I have are still ok maybe except for this one I also don't want to mention any names.

So, to sum up at the end, is that Montclair State University rocks!!! I hope to achieve all my goals at the MSU and I hope that everyone else has fun as well. CLASS OF 2011 rocks!!!! I would also like to say to all cool people I met so far at MSU. You know who you are hahahaha most of you are in my so called anthro class. Never will forget the FGM thingy that we larned in that class as well about the lady hahaha what she did to her husband:) So long!

WHY MSU?!

Why MSU?
The question is pretty simple. Montclair State University was always my first top choice since I like started my high school. I came to MSU to achieve all my goals in life, which I planned to achieve. I want to become a teacher. An ESL teacher. I want to help people like me, who come to this country without knowing a single word in English.

I also found out that Montclair has a very good teaching program. It has a lovly campus. I mean you can do at Montclair so many things. The usual spots where I hang out are: HARRY SPRAGUE LIBRARY, DIEM CAFE (RIGHT NEXT TO THE LIBRARY), BOOKSTORE AND THE STUDENT CENTER lol the famous red cafeteria where like most of us hang out enjoying their delicious food. So I think I made myself clear enough why MSU not other schools.

MONTCLAIR ROCKS!!!! BACK OFF!!!!
CLASS OF 2011!!!

If you are a bookworm like I am on your reading list should be the book called HOT ZONE by Richard Preston. If it's not there yet, can you do me a favor and please add it. Just read it.

I always thought that cancer is one of the worst things that can ever happened to you seeing my grandpa dying of it in the fall of 1997, but there is something even worse than cancer. It is called to be an EBOLA VIRUS.

about to go off to bed

So, I just had one class today. I am starting to really freak out. It's already Sept 21st and my very first midterm is scheduled to be on October 2nd or 3rd yes Ashlee Simpson birthday. So anyways the teacher is kinda new this year. It is a music class. Huh, kind of weird for an English major. So anyways I finished American Beauty today by Zoey Dean, which is lie the 7th book of A-List series. Went to work today. Met a new manager. He is a very cool guy, very nice, and sympathetic person. Can't wait till monday to finish Accepted. To be honest I fell in love with this reading class. At first I was like furious omg shit what did I do. I am like a freaking book worm and I ended up in this class but IT HAVE TURNED OUT MUCH BETTER THAN I THOUGHT. I JUST LOVE IT. On Thursday I was like cracking up in that class. I mean ACCEPTED from now on is on my MOVIE TOP LIST. So, started reading the Heart of Glass today by Zoey Dean, which is like the 8th book of the series. The last one it is called Beautiful Stranger, which I bought. I cannot wait to go to BORDERS and buy the gossip girl book, which is suppose to come out October 2nd but knowing these gossip girl books they always are known to come out early than release dates announced. Hot Zone is getting better. I almost freaked out I was like oh no!!!!! Nancy Jaax is going to die. Jerry will be left by himself with his two little kids.

I was cracking up when I got to the part where Nancy decided to go up to her study and right in front of her freakin eyes there was a python hanging and hissing at her. If I were here I would probably have gotten a seizure.

To make this latest blog post even more interesting.
I love FULL HOSE and I am still watching it. Maybe something is really wrong with me. I was always in love with it since I was a little kid.

JOHN STAMOS IF YOU ARE READING THIS RIGHT NOW I HAVE THREE SIMPLE WORDS TO TELL YOU:

YOU ARE HOT!!!!

MY CAR LOGO HAS FALLEN OFF WHEN I HIT MY CAR AGAINST THE WOODEN THINGY!!!

did your car logo ever fall off?!

Hi!
Sorry, that's it's been three days since my last time here. I am a very busy person. I have a lot to study being a freshman at MSU. I love it at MSU. I mean the campus is incredible. People are very nice. Professor Wilber and Professor Alcacay are my two the most favorite professors. They are very cool. I love people like that. So anyways, yesterday before my anthropology class at 5:30 pm I did the most stupid, bizarre thing I ever have done in my life I have no idea if there is enough words in English language to just talk about it. Stupid me was parking and you know sometimes when you park your car, but you are not very happy the way it is parked so I pulled out and I tried again, but unfortunately by little mistake instead of hitting the brake I hit the other thing which is called gas and I hit this wood thingy in 24B general parking lot. I smashed the front of my car. The thing the cover got opened. One of my mufflers got a little how to say it deformed lol. My parents were so mad. My dad got another of his bitch fits lol yelling attacks, which to be honest you don't want to be when they take place. So I enjoy blogging very much. Today I had only one class from 8:30am-9:45 am. So I was so happy that I got out early but it turned out that the police officer closed the only way, which I knew how to get out of the campus. I freaked out eventually. I was like omg shit what am I going to do now at first I was probably it is just like for few minutes so I had to go twice around the same day because actually it was longer than few minutes. Then I panicked even more so I decided that I am not going to wait till he opens the freakin road so I followed the other cars. I got excited because there was a sign ROUTE 46 so I was like yikes I finally founf my way so I got on the 46 but I was like omg where am I going to ge t off then I asked myself this simple question and guess what I had a little surprise there was actually an exit that said - VALLEY ROAD. When I saw these 2 words I was like so happy and then I finally knew where I was. The most scary part of the of my first advanterous detour was that I was running low on gas and I got also scared that my car will stop in the middle of nowhere!

homework assignment for reading for MONDAY 09/17

If I were a doctor and someone would be in an excruciating pain I would probably decide to use the morphine, BUT if my patient would become addictive to morphine, I would probably prescribe my patient something else than morphine. I understand that my patient is in pain, but I woudn't want to at the same time make my patient something, as morphine in this case, that would make my patient to be addictive to it. I wouldn't want my patient to be in pain at the same time as well as becoming addictive to a morphine, which is considered drug.

ordinary day

Well, I see that I still have no comments, but you never know maybe at least one person will take a look at my blog soon because you know why I think that blogging is fun and that most of the people should do it. You practice your writing when you are blogging. So, anyways I woke up around 10 am. Did some house chores. Around 12 went to the library to return my little sister's books. They were actually due Aug 29th and today is already Sept 15th, so I am not paying these fines, my mom will. I also went to the mall to returned my book and I bought a new one. I hope it is very good because when I read the summary at the back cover I kind of liked it. The book's title is" A WOMAN IN JERUSALEM by A.B. YEHOSHUA (sounds Jewish). A the GSP mall they just have it for 14 dollars. It is in the front on one of the tables and it have a baby blue cover. So gotta study, probably later on during the day I will write something more.

Currently Reading:

Some Like It Hot by Zoey Dean

Next Reading:

The Hot Zone by Richard Preston

funny ...

So, today was a regular day. Just had one class in the morning, which was fun. We discussed Beauty and Beast, the French version from 1756. It was kind of funny in the way. After class I went home for a while then went to the mall where I bought myself a delicious, Blimpie sandwich. Believe me, I love these things. Then I went to hang out at BORDERS, which is like my second home to me. I love this place and then something funny happened, which is more interesting because I didn't noticed it right away. I got so excited that new Gossip Girl book came out, but actually you know what I did from all my excitement I didn't noticed that it was actually the very first book the the series The Gossip Girl just with a different cover. The next one didn't come out yet, so guys don't get your hopes up lol, but American Beauty came out by Dean Zoey and Unforgettable by Dean Zoey as well.

New Releases:
Cecily Von Ziegesar- The Gossip Girl Prequel- It had to be you- October 2nd, 2007
Zoey Dean- Unlucky- November 2007
Danielle Steel- Amazing Grace- October 30, 2007


To the fans of Danielle Steel:
Safe Harbor is coming out on DVD also on October 30, 2007.
SO, MARK YOUR CALENDARS!

Ciao!

PS- Working today from 4:30-9:30.

I just wanted to say hi to everybody from my reading class, whoever gets the chance to read my blog lol. Hi Everyone lol including the teacher:)

yesterday, my life went almost down the drain

Hi Everyone!
I'm back again lol. Probably my newest blog title seems to be very interesting to maybe like some of you. Yesterday I had a very bad day. Thank god nothing major happened. When I was on my way to work I have ended up in a little car accident, which wasn't a major one. I'm ok, and thank God the other person was ok (not going to mention any names). So anyways, right before my work on the trafic lights, I wanted to change lanes and unfortunately when I was doing that there was a car in front of me and I thought that I will still fit but my car lightly tapped the other car, which wasn't a big thing in my opinion. I and the person pulled over. When I looked at the other person's car it seemed perfectly fine to me. To make the long story short the lady seemed very nice to me but later on when she called my house she wasn't that nice anymore. She just turned out to be a liar!

Ok then, so of not to bore you today I had a major nervous breakdown to call it that, I thought that I lost my cell phone. Omg! It was just unbeliavable. I called my work and they told me they didn't see it there. I even went there myself to check and I also coudn't find it. Guess what, it was actually in my car and because it is of a very small size, it ended up to be under my seat, but kind of like in the place where I couldn't actually see it when I was looking exactly there. Thank the Lord, I found it. I just got it and to make the story more interesting I just ordered my another cell, which is a rave cell for my school, so in a few days I will have 2 cells and imagine if I would really lose two of them. My parents would have killed me lol just an expression but to state a point they woudn't be that happy lol. Ok then cya got to do the second part of my reading homework. Today I just have one class lol, but it's at 4 pm:/
Karolina
Leave loves please lol!

intro

Hey Everyone,
I go by the name Karolina. I am a full-time freshman at the MSU (Montclair State University) in Montclair, NJ, which I think is kind of obvious. Montclair used to be always my first choice school and that's why I am extremely happy I got in.At first I was really scared that there's no possible way I'm in because of my poor SAT scores, but you never know in life. My motto in life is: If you really want something in life, or I should say out of life, you really have to want to do it. Ok so anyways, I had to create a second blog because I had some problems with the first ones. My reading professor gave me an idea to create a blog actually it was a class assignment. I hope that maybe someone from my class will eventually get to read my blog and enjoy it in the best way you can. Ok so it is kind of late now so I will have to go. Tomorrow I just have one class and I am very happy about it. My other class got canceled because of thr Jewish holiday. Ok then cya guys! Enjoy !!!